Good news! I am able to start running already! But not sports at the moment. Whoo! I feel good!!! I am so happy.

I am going to work tmr with Fahmi. Hopefully, let's distribute 4000 flyers?? :))

Yay! Thanks to Julian's advice. I am now able to upload pictures! Ok, that was stupid. Back to topic.

On friday, which is the last day of school for lower sec but sec 3 have to go back to school for 1 week to attend the Bridging Programme. However, I managed to skip 1 day due to my physiotherapy. Haha. But i wonder what will we be doing? If it's something important, i think it's not good to skip it, though. Oh well, i should be able to catch up.

Before the breakfast, we had to proceed to the hall for some farewell to Mrs Sng. Oh my! She's actually leaving already! That's so awesome for me. Yes! It was due to this reason that i was super duper 'high' throughout the whole day! I sang like there's no tomorrow. Lol.

In addition, friday was also Alyson's birthday and we have her a birthday bash by smacking cream on her. But, what we don't know about is that she is kind of allergic to cream!! She said that she feels naseous upon smelling the cream. So she ran to the toilet and totally freaked us out. She cried real badly. And she laughed at the same time too. Therefore, we feel confused at the same time. Oh well, she didn't mind and thought that we meant well. Haha.

Also, i nearly made Miss Wani fall. So sorry man. I didn't mean it. My mind was all over the place at that time. Anyway, she didn't fall which is a great great great thing!! *relief* Heh. Ok, i shall be more careful the next time.

Afterwards was cleaning up and giving out report books. Frankly speaking, i didn't had the hope that i would be in top 10 because my results totally suck! Thus, when she first announced the 10th person, which was Jamina, i knew i wouldn't be in the list. But! But, when she actually mentioned my name for 4th place!! Yay!! I am so proud of myself. Heh. And this time round, there's no Cs at all!!! My wish has finally come true. Lol.

After school, went Mac with Zann, Xinyu and Alyson. Had fun slacking. Lol. Ok, let the pictures do the talking now.

Why do i have to keep facing those restrictions? No cold drinks, no cold food, no stairclimbing for me. All these were my daily activities that i can do just like breathing. It's really simple and yet, now, i can't even do them. It's really frustrating. Now, whenever i see stairs, i am scared of them.

This injury just tell me one thing: A mistake can lead you to a disastrous consequence.

Hmmm....what can i say? Most of the time i go for physio or doctor appt is bad comments or remarks. This time round wasn't an exception. The physiotherapist said that there is a permanent damage to my knee but it won't affect my daily activities and sports. As long as i don't squat, there won't be any problem. But i am still sad. Why is it such a serious impact when i just had a fall? I really didn't expect things to turn out this way. In such a serious serious way. I really didn't expect. It's just too hard to accept reality.




But i think accepting is my next step. Oh well, i really have to accept it, no matter what.

I really am sad, seriously. No words can describe my feelings right now.

Today, Jacinta, Alyson, Dion, Zann and Xinyu are going IKEA. (i shall call them the clique) I wonder if i can go. Really want to but my doctor advise more rest & my parents want me to stay at home. I know i have to take care of myself but i am really bored at home. I haven't been going out for 2 months already, except school and sometimes TM for dinner.

However, after much persuasion yesterday, I am allowed to go! Ok, i promise to take care of myself. Furthermore, i am not walking. The rest are pushing me in a trolley. And i get to shop today!! I desperately need clothes man. No proper wear at all, in my wardrobe. I reckon we are going to Xinyu's house after IKEA and shopping.

Hey, guys, you'd better take care of me uh! Or warn me of something i shouldn't do, otherwise, my mother is going to kill me.

Ok, i was just joking la. Don't get too serious. But seriously, please help me keep a lookout. I am clumsy at times. Lol. Am i crapping too much here? It's only 0840 in the morning and yet i am here nagging like an old woman.

Oh well, I need something to vent on. Haven't been feeling good these days. Sighs. Please tell me what to do, anybody????

Hmmm, it's been a while since i update my livejournal. Yeah, i know you guys have been missing me ya? Ok, latest update on my knee injury. Bet you are waiting to know.

Firstly, the doctor said that i can do without the crutches. Yes, a good news. But he is still not sure if there is the meniscus injury. Because the pain i feel in my knee is minor so i have to go ahead with physio first to strengthen my injured left knee. Today's physio was tougher. Well, it's gonna be tougher as it goes, obviously. And i actually twisted my knee while getting down the motorbike. Yeah, it hurts big time.

Before physio, had lunch with the clique at delifrance! Yeah. The total amount was 77 bucks. Everyone thought i gave them a treat because i paid the bill. Lol. I am not that rich okok?? Lunch was full and delicious!

Coincidentally, my brother also had an appointment at CGH. Erm, i think we are like really 1 kind of people. He and I are sporty type and those who are damn active ones. Unlike my 2 other sisters. Ahh....the kind who are more lazy type? Oops..said the wrong thing.

Alright, so i actually have my next appointment on the 28th Oct. You must be wondering "So? What occasion?"
It's XINYU'S BIRTHDAY! I told her about it and ya, she was sad. I am sorry, my dear. I promise to try to change it a later time or date. It should be possible. And i promise to do something very special for you. yeah! I know i rock man! I am a good friend ok, people?

Ok, next is about the POWERFUL letter that i had to shut that principal up. Ah, god she bullied me ok? She's evil!! Ok, anyway, the letter is with her, and she have nothing else to say!

Lastly, i wanna dedicate this whole paragraph to those who have been caring and giving me the support all this while. I really really really appreciate it. Seriously. I am touched ok! I am sorry to break down at certain times like suddenly. Real sudden. For example, after last PE session we had. I cried!! :'(  It's terrible to see the rest playing like mad-dogs while i am sitting there, stoning. During this period of time, this whole of 2 months, I was motivated and encouraged to face up to reality to the extent of my knee injury. I know, i know, it's gonna be tough but i'll be tougher! And i apologise if i break down again suddenly. Sorry guys! Forgive me ya?? Hehe. After this injury, i realise the importance of a knee guard! Ok, that wasn't what i wanted to say. What i intended to say was, I realised the importance of friends, family. Without them, believe me, you can still survive but it's very very very tough. And i also realise, no matter if you wanted it to happen or not, it has already happened & facing it is the only way to get you out of it. So believe me, there's nothing in this world that cannot be solved or get over with. "When there's a will, there's a way."

Ok, enough of crapping and talking about life & principles of life. Take note people. Exams........Exams.......Exams.........

EXAMS ARE ENDING THIS FIRDAY!!! WHOOO-HOOOOOOO!!!!

I guess i am goona fall ill soon. Might be due to the recent burning of midnight oil. Sighs...things just ain't going smoothly or the way i want it to.

I am scared as the day draws nearer. Haha. Trust me to be scared. Ahhh, idk why i can almost tear while talking to miss cheong the yesterday during recess. Hmmmmm.....i don't know what to do la..lols. Hehe.

Ok i feel like i am crapping alot. Tons of homework are still untouched. Shall end here....

Ahhahahaha...Zann was triced yesterday. HOnestly speaking, xinyu and me are not quarrelling. We put up an act to trick Zann. It was part of her birthday surprise plan. She was touched to tears lei!! Haha. My idea worked. Great! Gave me some idea to do something now.....bahahahah....going off now to do homework. My hand is trembling for no reason.

Ok, i don't know what's the problem with Xinyu. All i did was ask her if she was going to study with zann and alyson tmr at tmart mac, and she kaopeh me. Lols. Idk lei. Hope we can solve this ASAP la. Don't like to quarrel. Xinyu, tell me what's the prob!!!

I am sad...

Yesterday went for physiotherapy. It was a quick one. They thought me to do 3 short activities that are to be done at home daily until the next appointment. And then i went to my physiotherapist, talk a bit and i went to make payment. Haha. Reached home at 12+.

Today marks the start of the September holiday. But i am going to stay at home and study and mug and do homework. Jacinta and Zann the rest are coming to my house to study. But i feel so paiseh. Have to trouble them to come my house because i cannot walk alot and it's inconvenient for me too. Oh well....hope to change physiotherapy session to next week. Don't wana stay at home and rot.. At least i can go out of the house.

Oh well, supposed to go out tmr but all my September holiday plans are cancelled because of my knee. Hmmmmm......I shall end here. Buh-bye.

Ok people, my ligament tore,                  i think. At least that's what i heard from the surgeon. And operation still remains a mystery to me. So don't ask me about it until 1 month later when i know myself. I am so sad... *sobs*

Tomorrow's da day! Bless me.

Ahh. Just came back from the hospital. The doctor say the soft tissue, known as meniscus, (like meniscus reading) might be torn or the ligament might also be torn too. If things don't improve. people, i am going for an operation. I was like....WHAT!!! I didn't expect it to be so serious??? I had a urge to cry. Sadded. And had to do MRI scan whereby it will show all parts of the knee, ligaments, meniscus and etc. After the MRI scan, if it shows damaged ligament and meniscus (which the doctor suspects after doing the physical examination), then i have to go for an operation & vice versa.

However, the second way is to do physiotherapy first then see how it progress. It condition improves, NO OPERATION!! But if not, then operation. Third way, see the surgeon next week and see what he/she has to say. And i am on crutches now to avoid putting pressure on the knee that would further aggravate the condition.

No.....everything's tests tests tests and more tests!!! My knee isn't recovering anymore. And i have to go to see a specialist in CGH on monday which mean i have to miss school. Don't think i am happy.

Oh well, maybe a little. But the thing is i cannot be in class with the hyper Diyana and my partner, Jamina. Sighs...Let's hope my knee recovers ASAP. And i mean ASAP!! I want to play PE again, I want to jog again, I want to jump around again, I want to climb stairs like there's no tomorrow again, I want to walk comfortably again!!!! Now i know the feeling of being injured and being restricted to certain activities due to the injury. I swear, it isn't good or nice to get injured. But i like falling down!! Weird me. This is because there's scar after it. I love scars. I know i am a weirdo and crazy girl or lunatic, but i find them cool and B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L. :)

Saw Zhi Ran at polyclinic today. He got stiches 2 weeks ago because he got cut by glass. He went there today to remove the stiches. Recover ASAP!! Please bless me with fast recovery!! I want to go back to my usual self!!

Ok, i didn't attend school on Fri cos i was having a high fever. 39.1 degress man. And it hasn't come down.

Well, have but it was like a roller coaster. Up it goes and down it went. Repeating the cycle. Having headache too.

And the doctor actually told me to go A&E on mon if i am still having a fever on monday. Ahhh... i don't know myself too.

Other than sleep, it's just sleep. I slept for like 16 hours??? Haha. What a pig.

I went to Polyclinic on Fri and was forced to wear a mask. And i don't even have the right mind to do my homework. Ahh wadever la. Feeling so terrible now. Gtg sleep. Bye

Just here to upload certain pics that i took on sunday when i went to sushi tei to eat. Heh. Not much cos' i wasn't fast enough.


Moi green tea. FREE REFILL & SUGAR FREE && NICE!!!

The plate's a seashell.

Moi chasoba!!! Nice leh with the pork cutlet but dk why not very nice. the cutlet.

Menu..


Last but not least, my tigger. Cute man i know. Just like me.

Let's start on Friday!!

Yay me man!! I was so happy that day. Alyson, Dion, Jacinta, Zann and moi went to KBOX to celebrate yours truly birthday in advance!! Ok, it was TOTALLY FUNN!! We were all in a 'emo' state but gradually turned high when Alyson went screamming into the mic. So imagine, how our ears hurt so much. And they planned a small surprise for me la. Alyson suddenly popped up at the door when i was about to enter the room after making a call. She said "Evelina!! Pei wo go toilet. They don't want to go with me. So bad." And i was like ok, let's go. Honestly, i was slightly suspicious about it. Never mind about that. And we went back after toilet-ing, they wanted to play the birthday song but don't know why, it just can't play. And Dion was like "AHHH!!!! Faster play la!!! Arghhh!!!" while she was holding the remote controller. Everyone was laughing cos' the surprise sort of failed. But it's ok la. We had a great time there anyway. After KBOX-ing, Jacinta and Zann got to go first so Dion, Alyson and I went for dinner and coffee bean. Chat while eating and drinking. Went home at about 8.15pm. Hmm, other than thanks to all these girls, it's just thank you. And XINYU!!! It's ok if you cannot make it la, your spirit was there like you said. But it would more fun with you there la, obviously. See i appreciate you lei. Must love me more. Cannot reject. Hahah. LOL :P
Last but not least, THANKS TO YOU ALL LA!!!
Sorry no pic. Go to Jacinta or Alyson or Zann or Dion's blog for pic.

Saturday was boring......And sunday, today was damn pathetic. It's moi official birthday but sad to receive a scolding from my bro. Wtf! I cried la. Ok it's stupid i know but i think i'm emotional. Lols. I cried in public lor. Sighs. But Jacinta cheered me up la. She say wanna bring me to somewhere that SHE THINK i never go before for shopping on tues for my birthday present. Oh well, i shall look forward to that day then!!!

THANKS YOU, ALYSON, DION, JACINTA, ZANN AND XINYU!!